I still have nights when the pills stop working
I still have dreams of you making me cry
I lie awake in bed and then it all hits me
I was deceived and I was not loved
Love should start from oneself to another
Love should not be shared
Love should have no barriers
Love should not drive you insane
I knew you were hiding things when you asked to disconnect
I knew I was a convenient excuse when you didn't have your other
I knew I should have stopped loving a long time ago
I knew I had to lie back cuz you hurt me so
I lied I slept with another woman as you kept me a secret from yours
I saw that you had flown to Canada when you said doctor's orders says no
I don't know now where the truth ended and lies began
I just see one big hoax about a virtual love that will all be what it is
Whether you truly had the worst case of SLE or cut your thigh cuz of me
Whether you meant the words you loved me even while you were dying
They all become meaningless after all the pain we caused each other
The poison can make it go away, the mind will soar and one day forget.
