I heard it through the grapevine
Some talks of the past
An ex girlfriend of mine
Spreading I wished she was mine
Here's my side of the story
The nine years we spent hiding
She told me she'd come out
When she's in America with me
Girl, did you think no one would notice
That we weren't just friends with benefits
Did you enjoy the account I put money in
You now own a house I put money in
You hide your homosexual affair
Just to take positions in church
But to spread around that I'm dreaming
Well aren't you a hypocrite!
I too studied the bible, but this I learned
A church that cannot love me
Does not reflect the God it teaches me
For God loves completely and equally
Sure, she chose to serve God's people
But she chose to lie to save face
She chose to make me look bad
When everyone knows already
Whatever she prayed about
Whatever her elders advised
It is for sure between her and God
But she ain't fooling anyone
She asked me to hide our love
She fucks me and confesses right after
But people are intelligent beings
It was just too obvious
Though I am a homosexual
I chose to come clean
Sure, she claims to be straight
But only herself she deceives
Church taught love is a decision
To teach your heart to love a man
To teach your heart to forget yourself
To teach your heart to choose godly
I choose not to hurt a man I cannot love
I choose to be a good person
I choose to be fully present
I choose to forget her forever
